The riddles of my life will someday have answers, right? Maybe I don’t want the answers after all.
I want books. I am addicted and want more and more of them. That’s all I want these days. I have grown tired of the people in my day to day life. They continually bore me and display an insignificant amount of passion to earn my interest. I need the books to simply replace the disappointing personalities that surround me. Actually, I need new friends. Where and how do I find new friends?
My words make me sound like a depressed and unhappy soul, but I have been so happy and proud this month. Not that I know where my life is headed or how I can create the changes to come, but my outlook has been optimistic and hopeful. The news today caught me completely off guard, yet unsurprisingly expected and laughable. On one hand, a large weight has been lifted from my shoulders and the hesitation that has paused my decision making has melted away. On the other hand, I can’t be more humiliated, embarrassed and disappointed.
I thrive on eliminating drama from my personal life and do not understand why it continually follows me. GO AWAY.